Here I am again, for unknown reasons. Somehow I just felt like I need to come here to start warming up for my typing and thinking flow lol, for assignments sake.
Today has been the third day of CNY, and finally I've managed to laze abit here and there. Man I've gotta tell you that is probably the best feelings ever. However at the back of my brain there's this reminder to tell me to better start my assignments now or else I'll cry at the end of the due date.
First and second day has been the pretty much usual cooking and visiting my relatives at Klang. Since I've got no hometown to go back to, nor I have a huge family with 10 uncles or 10 aunties; therefore each year is just pretty much the same. Stuck in the house awaiting for people to bump into our house.
My phone's been playing the same songs over and over again. I think it's only me who finds it hard to dig a nice song that doesn't get on my nerves each time I listen to it. Btw, my definition for a good song would be first the catchy-ness, then the singer, then I'll replay it non stop for 3 days or even more depending on my preference for that song. If I don't get bored of it, then that will be a good song.
Hmm I think it's already two months since the break up with him. I don't deny the fact that there were times where I'll be reminded of him whenever I go to places where I once used to hang out with him at. I think I've moved on pretty well, and I hope he is doing the same thing too. If you ask me whether I will feel sad when he has found a new girlfriend, my answer would be yes and no. Yes of course anyone would feel down for a bit because there's now someone to replace and perhaps do better job as being his partner. And no, is because I know that everything is over and there is no more turning back. Since there's no turning back, I might as well wish him and his partner all the best, they got my blessing hahah
I am no longer trapped with all the flashback memories, and I'm moving on pretty well. Even better than I've expected. I would be more cautious with my choice and my decisions for all these stuffs. I'll just hope and wait for a better HIM in future :)
Alright I'll quickly end my sentence because there's this human whom I've sort of promised to wake up early tomorrow and virtually study together. I shall now go crash.
signing off,
suetneeeee
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