Finally some words to clear off the dust that has been accumulating for the lack of updates over the past two months.
I had a good semester break after the exam, clearing my mind off some dilemmas and problems that have been circulating in my mind throughout the period. Because here comes the period where I question my own self worth and existence and as well as the value of friendship. I feel bad bout myself at some period of time in my life, and there comes my friends who would come and brain wash me for a better suetnee's well being.
Well, finding out that your ex has moved on within a very short period of time is actually something to digest tbh. I think I handled it pretty well upon knowing it, no tears shed nor any emo self; except for the question that am I so easily replaceable? But then I realized that it is not even a question in the first place. Someone who wouldn't value me doesn't deserved to be valued by me in return. I'll just take it as a good love lesson to take and I hope this will add on to my experience on how I will be a better partner in the next relationship. It's no use forcing either.
Having to talk with one of my hengdai today made me realize how much I need to learn in order to deal with all the uncertainties of human nature out there. Tolerance and seeing people as they are are both stuffs I need to brush up on. And I'm glad that I've spoken bout that topic, and I gained so many insights. Despite speaking to so many friends, yet the hengdai's advice came in most handy to me.
Never knew my very first few English songs were actually from Bee Gees, till I'm on autoplaying them mode on Youtube then I went like ooh and ahh lol. But the very first English song I learnt was How Deep is Your Love from Bee Gees as well. It was like love at first hearing when I randomly played my dad's CD back then when I was small.
I guess I should be sleeping now. Till the next post.
Suetneeeee
