Tuesday, December 22, 2015

22/12/2015

Today marks the birth of a legend 20 years ago. Lol just kiddin', maybe not so much of a legend, but still a very important individual yes.

This year, today, I spent it like any other normal day would do. I'm officially leaving my teen years behind. And in another 365 days I would be swagging into the club like a boss legally.

Looking back to my birthday last year and comparing it with today, I realized that there's a lot of changes occurred. Both physically and psychologically; Physically maybe grown some fat lost some as well, still in the potato physique. Psychologically I've learn too much, not gonna list them down here first (blame it to my laziness)

But because I just touched down M'sia yesterday night 9pm-ish from a 6 days Taiwan family trip, basically what I felt the whole day is just tiredness. Since my finals ended I didn't have a proper rest. From having a short vacay with my uni mates, to going to Penang for three days with him, and to meet Lerkshie and to Taiwan for 6 days. All these happened consecutively with no breaks in between. And now finally a little time for me to indulge in the enjoyment of sleeping. Never felt so good to be in home for my birthday.

If you have wondered what happened to my last two previous post that was taken down, well it was because the both of us decided to end it under good terms. Due to difference in values and expectations towards relationships. It was the right person in the wrong time I would say. Nevertheless I'm still recovering from it. It's gonna take quite some time for me to move on completely, but at least I'm progressing bits by bits. Three days to quit the tears, prolly one year to completely let go and open up to more possibilities out there.

Changes are there, and there are more to come. I've decided to have some transformation process on my physical self. Let's see how's my face had turned into the next time I drop by this blog.

Happy Birthday to myself once again, and signing off with love,

Suetneeeee