No-Vem-Burrrrrr Updates.

Stepping into the second last month of the year, signifies that I’m gonna be another year older soon! Just in another three weeks (if I haven’t lost count), it would be finals for Y1S1. And then it will be time for me to make further adjustments and changes to my life. Actually age doesn't really matter to me, its just that the thought of the responsibility that you will have to carry increases as you age, and you have to constantly adjust yourself mentally and physically for it. Sometimes its horrible to think of, but reality check, yes you will still have to face it.

Yes, life has been hectic as usual with the non-stop assignments deadline and test. But seeing my checklist of assignments cleared off one by one, I felt an indescribable happiness in me. Its like having to see all your hard work sent off to lecturers or tutors, and waiting for them to be marked and receiving the results, the whole process is an enjoyable one, despite the stress you will have to undergo during each phase of doing, submitting and receiving the assignment.

Recently I am very pumped up to deal with all the challenges that was thrown to me, probably its the intrinsic motivation in me. Having to strive for my best in everything is what I've based on whenever I have to accomplish something. To me, having to know that I've already performed my best its the best thing that I could ever wish for. It doesn't matter if I appeared to be the lowest-scorer in class or the highest-scorer in class. As long I know I did my best, I am the most happy girl on earth. Cause I know how far can I go, what are my abilities and capabilities like, and therefore usually I have my own-standard of doing stuffs. And probably this is the main reason why I always stressed myself out during the process hmmmmm something to work on more I guess

Looking back what I've did for the whole year, I guess this is one of the most critical period of my life, where I was exposed to so many different things in just a short period of one year. I'm gonna make a list down to remind myself that this is where I experienced stuffs the most, and the most roller-coaster fun I've ever got so far.

1. I was finishing my sem3 for Foundation smoothly. And I finally graduated from the program in April.
2. I decided to take a small gap of five months before I start my degree. One of the main reason was because I wanted to wait for all my friends who had to extend their semester to start together. And I could give myself a break at least.
3. I went for different job interviews because I was too sick of having to do nothing in the house except for watching HK dramas.
4. I went around factories in Rawang asking if they want to hire clerk. I was rejected by all. Because they wanted a long term staff.
5. I actually even applied for the vacancy as a store-clerk, even though I have no idea that what is the job scope. I did a great job at having the interviewer to LOL at me.
6. Eventually I went to F.O.S to work, although I felt abit cheated by the supervisor for the schedule, I still continued anyway. And there I get to know new friends and to serve customers. I actually do feel good serving them. I stopped one month afterwards coz it was too waste of time. I would actually continue working if they allow me to read books when there's no customers around.
7. I had my first roadshow promoter experience with Nippon, and I was treated so well by the staffs at Sin Lian Hup
8. And I had my trip to Italy to visit my host family and my best friends over there! It was a holy-great experience as I was alone the whole flight and also most of the time. I learnt to be even more independent than ever before. Enjoying getting sunburn and strolling alone at the streets in Messina!
9. I had my first ever overseas trip with the botji one. We were supposed to go together but due to her final exam, we had to make adjustments. Two 19 year olds roaming around in the very city centre of Roma!
10. I had loads of gathering with my high school bunch before they start their courses at IPTA. I have no regrets.
11. I started my degree in Psychology in the very last week of August, and now here I am. And I enjoyed so much learning stuffs related to Psych (hinting bout MQA subs lol)

I did not regret at all for having the gap of five months. It was a really enriching period and I have learnt so much during that phase. And I'm so glad that I've decided to have this gap. Coz previously I was extremely indecisive if I were to waste my five months just like that. Its abit tough to get myself back to studies and assingments in the beginning of the semester, and now that I've got the hang of it, its not even a problem anymore.

One month plus more to the big day!

Okay I realized I just crapped too much. Im gonna head to nap coz I iz physically strained from the hiking at FRIM this morning. Ciauuzzzzz

suetneeeee